as much as i know we won’t ever be like how we were, i just can’t let you go. you’ve been gone for three weeks doing your military service & yet i still think about you almost always. always wondering when you’re gonna come back to work, because i miss seeing you. especially because when you left things were kinda tense between us. it doesn’t help that when we do talk, it’s like nothing’s wrong & things are exactly like when we used to talk. i don’t know what to do. i know i have to let go of my feelings for you, i know i have to move on. but a part of me just can’t. & i don’t know why. you’re the one person i care about more than anyone else, besides kayden of course. people call me heartless & honestly i know i am now. but naht with you, never with you. it’s so complicated
i don’t understand our relationship & i don’t think i ever will. how can you argue with someone that you’re naht even with, that you’re naht even talking to, that you’re just friends with? naht possible right? wrong… cuhz this shit happens all the time with you. some days we’ll be on good terms with each other & then other days it’s like one little thing ticks you off & i get the worst attitude from you. all because i didn’t tell you “hi” or “goodbye” that one day, you wanna give me attitude for tryna check up on you. like sheesh. i know we were always like that, even when we were talking. but see, it’s understandable when we were talking. we’re naht even talking now & yet we still get into these silly arguments & we get mad or upset with each other. how is that possible? & yet we’ll come to work & no one would even know that we’re arguing. i don’t understand it. & it’s kinda hard when some people is always asking “what are you guys anyways?” cuhz i don’t even know. so… ugh -___-
"i can see your bra" good. its cute and i paid $50 for it.